Happy Halloween! I've been in better spirits since my last post, though theres still not much of a major change to my mood. Today I picked up a relatively cheap HP laptop with a good processor, only about 300$, and at this very moment I'm setting up some programs. Definitely gonna download Blender and learn how to sculpt, but I'm gonna try and not use this computer too much. Its just too distracting sometimes. Maybe I'll limit my PC leisure time to two hours a day and see how that works out.